well, yesterday i had both my psychology exams. i don't have to worry about it anymore!

today... it's damn hot, hottest day for 9 months apparently. i keep getting ideas for pictures now, i want to draw but i have no pencils in the house, that's right, i'm a former and future art student and i have NO PENCILS! what kind of a screw up world do we live in?

it's probably because my hardest exams are over that i'm feeling more inspired, i've started writing again - my crap romance/music/fictional biography books with no plot that wont get anywhere. still... i'm enjoying it

i've started taking pictures with my digital camera again, i was really into photography a few years ago, but things got in the way. but now, i see great things around me, my 'artistic eye' is wired as my friend Laura calls it

i'm very happy with my life now. i'm over her, i really am, for the last two days it's been sinking in to me, i don't need her. i know it seems like too soon, it's only been a week - three days since i actually found out

quite possibly the most uncerimonious way of getting dumped: hearing it from the best friend *intake of breath* she probably had her reasons, but still, it's not very compassionate, i'm just glad that particular friend was honest to me

so i guess it was goodbye for good

have you ever had someone talk at you... for non stop... no one else there, just you and them, with them boring your ass off? i swear, it was freaky, i've seen it in films but i've never actually become so bored that all i hear and see is

kinda funny really